More Yarn to the Rescue, or Should I Just Return?

Searching for the right color of turquoise, and to keep myself from losing my connection with creativity by not giving in to resistance, I will be up to my eyeballs in various shades of different yarns if I don’t get results, soon.  That first order was more green than blue.  This second stab is more blue than green.  When will it end?

Could it be this computer monitor that’s throwing me off?  Okay, so I will admit, again, that I don’t want to visit the local yarn shop to browse in person because I hate the clerks there.  They are so nasty I don’t understand how they stay in business.  Why are yarn shop proprietors so nasty?  You would think they’d be happy to have knitters or crocheters come through the door at all, and be smiley and helpful!  No, not here.  They scowl a half-hearted hello as a greeting and look down their nose at you if you ask questions about their uber-expensive yarn.  Not a fun experience by any means, so I avoid them at all costs.

Shopping online is faster, cheaper and you don’t have to deal with yarn snobs.  All the info is right there: gauge, yarn content, needle size, washing instructions, yardage. The only things you cannot do is feel it, smell it, or see it with the naked eye.  Oh yes, smell is a factor with wool, it could stink!  Yes you want the yarn to have a certain tactile quality depending on the item of your project.  And the color could be crucial, or not. Returns are usually easy and may cost the price of shipping and I can deal with that. At the local shop they only offer exchanges for returns, not cash back.  But how much is the price of nastiness? No thanks!

The first yarn order of greener turquoise was not the gauge I needed for the project, but I love it so I’m keeping it for something else.  It’s a superwash wool yarn which means it can go in the washing machine, but it may have to air dry.  That means a longer drying time.  Problem or not?  The second order of bluer turquoise has everything I want in a washable and dry-able yarn, but the color might be off and as I tried making a swatch for gauge it was sticking on my needles.  Is that a problem with pima cotton or just me?  I have questions.  Return or keep?

Should I bite the bullet, cover my eyes, hold my nose, be brave, throw myself in the lion’s den by going to the nearby yarn shop and asking my questions?  I’m shaking just thinking about it.

Yarn to The Rescue

I was too tired to drag myself to Holy Week services last night. Trying to keep a meatless/dairyless fast is not easy.  Maybe vegans can do it, but that’s not my bunch.  This afternoon I’m definitely going.  The service today is Holy Unction and the worshippers are annointed with blessed oil for healing.  Two services are performed today and the afternoon is less hectic than the evening.  Ok, people bring their crying, screaming children in the afternoon, but I think I can block them out and be in my own zone for an hour or so.  And I could always use some healing.
It’s just impossible to do much art related endeavors while my mind is busy focusing on each coming day this week.  I’m not resisting just distracted, edgy, and tired.  The way I’ve been able to slow down the rushing moments and float away is by looking at yarn.  I ordered some really colorful yarn for something and time stops when I look at the color, feel the texture, and play with it on my needles.  Time stands still for that moment.  I know I could look at my paints and those colors, my new watercolor paper, but then I might find myself painting and losing valuable time being lost in that!  We’ll never eat dinner!
Yarn is available, within reach, and not too time consuming.  My stash sits in a big basket next to my little dream corner couch and I can take a few minutes out to get to it.  Isn’t the color of this yarn delicious?  It’s amazing in person too.  I had a certain thing in mind when I ordered it, but it’s not the right gauge.  There’s no way I’m returning it though.  I’ll do something else with it.  In the meantime, I ordered another few skeins of a different brand, a better gauge, with better maintenance and great color, online anyway.  Gotta have color!  It better be great color when I get it, too.  Otherwise I’ll have to order something else.  
So it’s Wednesday and the week is close to over.  It better be over soon or I’ll be up to my eyeballs in yarn.