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Musing on Morning Pages
It’s been way over a year since I started writing Morning Pages as suggested in the course, The Artist’s Way. Three full pages are expected, written longhand in the early morning hours before the day gets under way. In all that time I may have missed only a couple of days of writing. I never thought I would be so drawn to write in my black and white marble notebook every single day. The writing has never been a chore and, in fact, as I come to the end of the third page I think of more things to write!
The author of The Artist’s Way, Julia Cameron, writes that great ideas start to come forth by the middle of the second page of free thought writing, and this is true for me, too. I could be out of sorts when I start writing and by the time I’m plugging on the second page my pen is flying with thoughts.
The act of writing is art. When I first started journaling I hadn’t yet read the course. I was writing whatever came into my head, for a page if I was bored, for more if I had something to get off my chest. The marble notebook I began writing in had no lines for some reason. How I found that kind of notebook I have no idea. I must have picked it up for my boys when they were still in school. I decided I liked the idea of no lines and just wrote the words and marveled how they looked on the page. Then I began to write without wearing reading glasses I use. And that was interesting to me, how the words looked in the lines they made on the page. It was cool to me that I couldn’t really see the words the pen made, making it seem more like drawing than writing.
Then there’s the pen. While I write I need the pen nib, the ink flow, and the way it meets the paper to be just right. Many pages I wrote have three different types of pens until I got one that I enjoyed writing with. My favorite is my old Mont Blanc pen that my father gave me many years ago. Right now it needs an ink refill, but using it was like a ritual. The pen and pencil set came in a zippered leather case. I’d get out my notebook, open it to the fresh page, unzip the case and remove the pen from it’s elastic loop holding it in place, flip the lever to reveal the writing nib and go at it. Besides the fact that it’s a lovely instrument to write with, I remember my father when I use it.
While I write what pops into my head I get more ideas for this blog. I could be huffing and puffing in the Pages and while I’m writing I think to myself, could this be a blog post?
That’s what happened today and what I’m yapping about here now. I was thinking about the usual things and goings-on when it dawned on me that someday, if I keep these notebooks, my family will stumbled on them and read about who I am, was, whatever. Will they think, she’s nuts? Who knows.
It seems my mother’s father kept notebooks about his life in this country, in the late 1890’s I guess. He came from Greece as a youngster with his brothers and somehow ended up out west building the railroads. Interesting stuff I’m sure, but shortly before he died of a brain aneurism he burned his books. What was he thinking? I would have loved to read his words. I thought of the story The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, who aged backwards. After his death, as an infant, his wife had her daughter read to her from the diary he kept and the how and why of what it was. That scene just made me think of my own writing in the Morning Pages.
Anyway, I don’t think my thoughts are as interesting as some, but they’re mine and that’s that.
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Thought for Thursday
“Well, Art is Art, isn’t it? Still, on the other hand, water is water. And east is east and west is west and if you take cranberries and stew them like applesauce they taste much more like prunes than rhubarb does. Now you tell me what you know.” ~Groucho Marx
Two Words for Wednesday-Disappointed and Thankful
Yes, the words for Wednesday are Disappointed and Thankful.
First-Disappointed. The arrangements I made with the Big Brothers organization were kind of a bust. They were supposed to show up on Monday to take the items we carefully boxed and clearly labeled with B.B. so the driver knew what to take. I arrived at the church around 10A.M. with the other ladies to clean up and organize the items. I called the manager’s office and confirmed the pick-up with his secretary and tried to pin point the time of the truck’s arrival. She said he’d be there between 1and 2 P.M. I had to leave so I left my cell number with the church and told them to call with any problems. I dusted myself off and went home happy to be done with my job.
Tuesday I planned a relaxing day. Tuesday before noon I received a call from the church office that Big Brothers never made the pick-up and the basketball court needed to be empty and clean for the volunteer’s dinner later on in the evening! Yikes! I called Big Bros. and ran to the church to see for myself. When I arrived the caretaker told me the truck came, the driver took one of the 20 TVs, a couple of bags, a box and left because his truck was already half full with other stuff! That was NOT supposed to happen! I called B.B. again and spoke to the manager telling him I was not happy with their service. They did this to us last year too, but I had decided to let them try again. He said he spoke to the driver and that he did come, and picked up boxes outside the building, that they looked rifled with, and certain items like ironing boards were too big for their truck! Well, he must have taken garbage because we stacked the boxes inside the building! He then said he’d send the truck again later in the day. I told the caretaker and he hurriedly said they would stack the boxes and items outside so the truck could just pick up. Fine. I packed my own truck with whatever I thought they might not take and drove with all of it to the nearest Salvation Army.
Later in the afternoon I received a call from the B.B. manager saying they were able to pick up the boxes but the 20 TVs were no where. So where did they go? I’m thinking the caretaker didn’t feel like moving them and tossed them in the dumpster. Who knows what else went in the dumpster! You know what? It was out of my hands by then, I did what I could.
Second word-Thankful. You bet, I’m so thankful it’s over.
I’m Taking a Break
I need a break so bad after this weekend and I’m taking it today! Yes, the chores I ignored must be done, but that’s it. I’m going to drop out today, enjoy the sunny weather, and just veg. I just went to the farmer’s market this morning for some fresh vegetables and came back home. Painting will have to wait. I’m going to ease my achy back into a chair and skim throught the couple of books I bought at our flea market.
Later tonight our church is holding a volunteer’s dinner and wrap-up. I can’t wait to hear what kind of numbers we did in the flea market and meet up with my co-chair and our ladies! They were a lot of fun to work with. I’m sure the gossip will be plentiful! I already heard that one worker is mad at me for something. We had plenty of action in that flea market and we’re bound to hear stuff. During the weekend we had an altercation with a shopper who wanted to tell us to go ‘somewhere’. When I told my sister we almost had a fight with this woman she said “Yeah! I love a good fight!”
Geez!
The Lost Weekend is Over
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Thought for Thursday
“One man’s garbage is another man’s treasure. Unless you’re a raccoon. Then it’s basically all one category.” http://www.quotesforidiots.com/